as i write this, the voice in my headphones is saying "the word is out in the street that something ain't right" (i think it's moneybrother, why am i listening to moneybrother?). yes, something ain't right, for sure. my granddad recently passed away (granddad equals my mother's father; howcome there isn't a good word for differentiating between branches of the family tree in english?). i guess i haven't really understood that he's gone. i miss him.